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It's amazing how a person can change ....or not over there years.

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180 Days now or never.... I decided to chronicle my next 180 days (6mos) making my cd and a name for myself in the Atlanta Underground scene....it's now or never.

C.

So.....

I am back...I think.

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~Rambles, QT, and the RED ROOSTER RUSH~

Today on lunch I went to QT with a couple of friends-why is it that we walk around that gas station as though it’s the greatest restaurant on earth?? It’s no restaurant…. What is wrong with us?

Speaking of which----why in the world are their sodas so cheap?! A 22oz for .69??? And why do we mix it up?? Why didn’t that stop at like age 21 or something?

Why did I mix Red Rooster Rush Energy drink with Sprite and I am seeing stars and ready to take on the world!?

I think I am an adult but I still suffer from child A.D.D not adult…..

Did any of you people who lurk around my page check out Drake? I am telling you he is the hottest eargasm you never had.

I was thinking about getting a tattoo then my friends told me to get one representing Trav---am I wrong for feeling that is “Cliché?”

I now know why they call the Blackberry a Crackberry—I am addicted.

And why was I clueless when people said—hey whats your pin # ping me! Wtf is a ping? Idk but I found my pin # hoes!

I think I love Italian Icee.

I still have those rough nights and I miss Travis terribly.

My friends want me to go to the UniverSoul circus---don’t those fools know I am afraid of clowns…lions…tigers…bears………..elephants….the circus!

Last night in the wood (Dunwoody) a couple started arguing and yelling the boyfriend said: “Stupid B@!$# you cheat, and you want to take the dog! Get out don’t talk to me get out!” Then he yells, “Wait, leave Pookie please let him stay.” See “WE” aint the only crazy ones….

How come Mexicans can put my brakes on my car in 20 minutes in my own drive way and Just Brakes or somewhere “professional” need me to leave my car?

Holy Toledo batman I just got a new job offer……sorry the ADD kicking in once again. So yea….how come FaceOff at UGA wasn’t as good this year?? Because my Alphas didn’t kill it like they normally do…ugh

How come I heard this poet at Urban Grind Café and he was so smooth I want to marry his verbs and have his grammatical babies?

Eh, I don’t have anything else to say so----yeah um…done.

Have a good weekend

Life....dirty socks...and Drake

Since I am bored at work, now is the time to blog….I guess. I haven’t been up to much of anything, I still live in the wood (the affectionate slang name I have given Dunwoody) and I am still alive. Monday marked 4 months since my boyfriend died, and I think for the most part I am ok. Sometimes I get angry but I am slowly learning with age how to control that. I can’t blame my friends when they have tedious complaints because it’s not their fault he died….and again I am working on that.Music is going ok, I am finally back at it. I had stopped for months. I just didn’t feel motivated and my number 1 fan wasn’t around anymore…but I am back and working on my mixtape which is called—Calculated Confessions I chose this title because I think each song –that I am working on I chose exact moments in my life to write those songs and really express my thoughts on it. It’s not really a “drop this song because it’s hot cd” its more for----ok I really don’t know who its for but hopefully people like it. I tried to capture my inner—Common, Lupe, Jill Scott, Roots Drake------à OMG let’s talk about Drake man this dude is the flyest thing walking...Everyone who knows me knows I am good for promoting indie people whom I love….DRAKE IS MY FAVE RIGHT NOW. He’s in my cd player right as we speak!

www.myspace.com/thisisdrake

Do your ears a favor and check him out.

I been busy...lol

Not really..

Happy New Year (late eh..so)

So me and this guy ------the At & t Lg Vu didn't work out.....

So I am back with tmobile...but I let the SK go...and embraced the Blackberry...I love it. Feels good to be home!
My mixtape cover...I finally feel motivated again....(its elegant simplicity huh?)

Love ya'll more updating later...

It's been a minute...

Hey family...how is everyone? I am alive and so Blessed that so many of you care. I love you all. I am not feeling 100 percent #1 Haterish...but I am definitely getting back on my feet.

This morning I actually woke up and thought...damn I hate living in Dunwoody. I can never find a Church's chicken--and for those who frequent my blog you know I went on a Chicken rampage last year in search of cooked bird..so I guess that's a start. (side note I no longer eat the bird...) lucky basturd because everyone also knows I demolished the chicken I am probably part chicken for all the bird I ate. Either that or somewhere a Chicken gang is plotting to kill me.

Anyway, I am alive I am doing better- some days are far more harder than others. But I am alive and blessed...

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I wasn't going to update..but finally I decided to.

I met Travis a few years ago, I never really "liked" him per say. Well I did but--he was so attractive I thought...he doesn't go for the average "jeans & t-shirt," chick like me. But he did. After a few years of being one of my closest friends he became, my soul. On October 2nd, my soul died. In a war that I have to support because my sister is headed over there on 11.24.08.

For the past few weeks, I haven't said or done...anything. I've alienated my friends, because bullshit arguments about this or that with their bf's seemed so stupid. So irrelevant. At least he was there for you to argue with. Idk.. I guess I don't really have much to say...But friends...family...

I am still alive, and I will try to blog because...maybe that will help. I really don't know. But for now...I am just consumed, overwhelmed, sad, afraid.......alone.

Those of u who have my # I tried to text all of u so that I could give you my new # w/ at & t if I forgot u...please forgive me....I still love u all.

Always.

C.

So seriously...

This *NO* gas thing in atlanta is for the f*ckin' birds!