Still finding myself...

I’ve been tryin’ to lose myself all day
Was almost there but could lose you
I push away take the first two steps
Then stop and choke on my regrets
I wish I didn’t know me so well
Ignorance is bliss,
How did we come to this,
I get angry, I keep It in
Then find myself apologizing
My beautiful spin artist
I never knew a one sided war
would be as hard as this..

Snippet from "Finding Myself"-Cd coming soon

Random Monday Thoughts

It's Monday; I am still finding myself…who knew I was so lost??

 

But I am amped that SLISHY FOUND ME TOO! (HEY!!!)

 

Dunkin Donuts-no longer pleases me. HELLO KRISPY KREME!

 

The gym hates me yet…I still go.

 

Fridays-Sizzling Shrimp and Chicken is addictive.

 

I am thinking of becoming a vegetarian I only eat Chicken and Fish anyway…

 

UGA had a bomb threat….so if the bomb did actually go off would we be able to do anything as GA is under a water crisis right now?

 

Why the hell are we under a water crisis?

 

Why did it take me so long to fall in love with Urban Grind Coffee shop?

 

Why is it Monday? Ugh.

 

*Drops Mic*

Finding Myself…Losing him

Damn

Why he have to leave me

Not now

When the eyes of my mind are not able to see by themselves

What did I ever do to deserve this

I couldn't even get 10 words out

Before he dipped

And now I'm sitting here looking at the time

Wondering who, what, when, where, how and why

I always treated him good

Well

At least I thought I did

We were each others first love from back in grade school

When we were kids

You see

I never once lied to him

Well..

There was that one time

But man you gotta understand

That dude was fine

From his head to his feet

And everything in between

Maybe if he had seen what I seen

He would understand

Yeah

I spit a little game

But things between us remained the same

I went home to him that night

And he lined my sight mind and body with gold

And I was able to let my soul

Pour out

And he forgave me

You see…that night

We made love like never before

Making sweet music together until my mind was sore

I mean

Me and him

We fit together better than any couple in life before

Mr. and Mrs. Huxtable

Whitney and Bobby

Snoop and weed

Whenever I had a jones or hunger for anything

he was there to fill my need

Mmmh….just thinking about em'

I can envision his swag sweeping through my thoughts

As he reads them

And I read his, who he nerv

Every article that touches every curve

As he slowly walks

he's the main reason I'm able to talk and express myself

And I just want him to come back

I promise I will never mistreat him again

But without him, I guess this is where it ends…

Wait a minute…

A light just came on in the room

The cloudiness is leaving

And in his arms

My mind is consumed

The torture is now over

Just in time cause I was getting real mad

This was the worst case of writer's block

I ever had

 

Snippet from a song on Finding Myself

©2007

Finding Myself

One of the hardest things in life I have ever done is step back and evaluate me as a person. A couple of weeks ago, I started doing just that. In the evaluation I discovered. I've lied, cheated, gloated, and many other things that I shouldn't do. I am running this rat race called life and hoping for the best. I am not perfect.

 

So in my evaluation I sat down and started writing. What may be my 1^st and only cd. Right now I don't know. I think concept albums such as the one I completed but haven't released called, "Two Weeks Notice," are unique and creative. But this CD for me is more profound, this body of work-though only in the writing stages makes me feel like I've finally found my voice. Like I had all of the right words there all along but now, I can finally speak them.

 

I guess time will tell, right now I am on a journey…

 

"Finding Myself" my official mixtape coming soon.

*drops mic*

 

Am I coming up?

"Finding Myself.."
Coming soon.

MORE ON THAT LATER.


So...I got BET AWARDS SHOW Tix in the mail...am I coming up?

Hmm..

*Drops mic*