Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Everything..but nothing..

I've had everything on my mind, but nothing to say. I think I've just been drowning in the ocean that is me. Life has pretty much been the same. I haven't talked to my aunt, last I heard from my mom she was to have her test on Monday, the results would be back Wednesday. However when I spoke to my mom-no one in our family including my grandparents could reach her to determine her results. A normal family would panic but that's the way she is so her results could be good or bad. Who knows. We could easily go to the hospital, chances are she is sitting right there. But who has the time? 

That last statement is partly why I have been quiet because honestly, I feel a little bad that I don't feel bad enough, weird I suppose. But it's the truth in my mind I am thinking eh, okay. Life happens. I am actually going home this weekend, I got a new job and I start Monday so I figure I will hang out at home this weekend since I haven't been since I lost one of the most influential teachers in my life and went home to pay my last respects. That's been a while. And I'd like to play...er...hang with my little brother. Guess we'll see how it pans out...



PS.
I met Lyfe Jennings...he's cool people, gave me his information. He's officially bumped up a couple notches on my cool meter.

4 comments:

jus butterfli said...

hey u... if any 1 understand the way it is to have everythg on your mind, but nothin' 2 say... it's your big sis! hell, i even have a whole blog/tag category 4 posts called, "nothing & everything".

are we retarded? (LOL)

seriously, i'm not even going 2 tell u 2 call me when u get home... but know that if u want 2, my door & heart are ALWAYS open 2 u.

have a safe trip! & have fun playin'... ummm, i mean HANGIN' w/ little brother! (hehehe)

peace! love! always!

Tom_Gurl said...

I know exactly how it feels to have much on your mind and nothing to say...

I don't even know what to say about this post....I kinda feel like nothing would be suffice...

So...have fun hanging (lol) with the bro...take some time out for you...and I'll keep you in my prayers...

If you ever need it...my email addy works!

Eb the Celeb said...

yeah lyfe is cool people

OK at you getting his info and ish...

go on girl!

T.C. said...

its perfectly ok to feel how you feel...it really is